Tag: Reflection

Days without Personal Vehicle

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These past two days, not as usual, I went to work without driving my personal vehicle. Actually, I am just bored doing the same thing (driving) everyday and day. So, I decided to take public transportation as my way to go to work.

As you may already know, public transportation in Jakarta is.. well… not that good. Compared to other metropolitan cities, Jakarta’s public transportation system is super inconvenient. Even though the government already facilitates the public with Trans Jakarta, people still have to wait for a long time before the buses arrive. Then, there are lots of people using that same kind of transportation so the bus will be full, even overloaded. Some of additional facilities in Trans Jakarta also need to be repaired. In one of the buses I use the door can’t be closed properly. See? Even the best public transportation in Jakarta (well, at least in my opinion) is not that comfortable.

However, I always love the experience of traveling by public transportation. I realized that by using public transportation, I can sharpen my social senses. Well, maybe there’s no such thing as social senses, but I can say so because I can be more conscious about my surroundings. I really like to observe around, see what other people doing, try to guess what they feel, what they did, or what are they going to do. Those things can make me reflect to myself.

On the first day I used Trans Jakarta, I saw the driver of Trans Jakarta stops every once in a while to give street cleaners some food and drinks. I wonder why that driver do that. I really feels like I am being reminded about giving and gratefulness. The driver himself maybe still in need of foods but he gave the food to others. Why couldn’t I do that as well?

Then, when I went home, I used the 612 bus. I used that bus to travel from my house to school when I was in high school. It was a long time before yesterday I used the bus again. The 612 buses are still moving like a snail. It was so slow that 15 minutes normal ride becomes 30 minutes ride. When I was in that bus, I saw three women sitting and talking. Looking at their appearance, it was clear that they are career women. They were going to have dinner and then go back to their office. It was like 7 p.m. and they were having a short break before they continue working!! Life is hard, baby!

By looking at other people’s work, courage, spirit, and will; I can learn so much. Learning isn’t always have to associated with books, classes, and schools because life itself is also the biggest media to learn.

 Feb 10, 2012

Push through the Limit

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It has been a long time since I post something in Tumblr. Well, sometimes people get bored, right? At least bored at writing or posting something, not reading from tumblr. Since I am an English Composition teacher now, I will write in the correct way. I know that it won’t be as “easy pizzy lemon squezy” as my student, Puti, say. Writing in English, which is not my native language, is definitely not easy.

By the way, my above paragraph is out of topic. That is not what I want to talk about. I want to talk about pushing through the limit. I had a meeting yesterday, which was a very long waiting meeting. Haha. I waited for like an hour before it finally started. In that meeting, I heard a phrase.. “pushing through the limit”. Then, this morning, I started to think about it.

I was pushing through the limit. Was, means that in the past, I pushed through the limit. Am I now? Well, i have to reconsider it. I don’t think I am pushing through the limit now. However, I think I should! Everybody should push themselves through the limit to reach their ideal self. Well, nobody is perfect, but everybody should have their goal in life. If not the long term goal, then it should be a smaller goal. How to reach that goal? The answer is pushing through the limit because the world keeps on changing.

I believe that human always want to be better and better. Achieving something, getting better job, getting more money, mastering new skills, all to show that I, we, you, is now better than tomorrow. The question is, do we really notice that?

Sometimes yes, like I am now. Sometimes, we are just too busy to notice. Then, I think that I should remember to push through the limit everyday. How could I? I remember one thing. I forget whether it is a hadist or a verse of Qur’an. I believe the first one, though. We have to be a better person everyday. Today should be better than yesterday and tomorrow should be better than today. That’s why, everyday, we should push ourselves through the limit, just for the sake of our own.

 Feb 03, 2012